Tuesday, October 18, 2011

I'm Back

“It was the best of times, it was the worst of times, it was the age of wisdom, it was the age of foolishness, it was the epoch of belief, it was the epoch of incredulity, it was the season of Light, it was the season of Darkness, it was the spring of hope, it was the winter of despair, we had everything before us, we had nothing before us, we were all going direct to Heaven, we were all going direct the other way…” - Charles Dickens "A Tale of Two Cities"
I know it has been a while – almost exactly a year – since I last wrote, but absence makes the heart grow fonder. Correct? I can give you a load of excuses for why I haven’t updated this blog until now, including lack of time, electricity, internet, etc. All pretty valid excuses I think, but they still don’t justify being absent for a year. I have tried to keep people somewhat updated on my life via Facebook and I know my mom has been the major source of information for friends and family back home (thanks mom!), but hopefully with this blog I can now keep everyone in the loop with more details, pictures and stories.
As you might have noticed from the title of my blog and the quote above, I like Charles Dickens. Actually “A Tale of Two Cities” is my favorite book and thus was a source of inspiration before departing on this adventure that is Peace Corps Burkina Faso. I recently turned to it again at my year mark and realized that the opening lines remarkably applied to my life in Burkina (the genius of Dickens is that it might just apply to every time, everywhere, every person). Life in general is a roller coaster, but Peace Corps service is a more intense and jerky ride. Although I have always loved this quote, I have never felt all of the sentiments all at the same time, except for during my time here in Burkina. Peace Corps service in itself is such a contradiction that it is possible to feel both ups and downs, goods and bads not only within the same day but often within the same moment. Having a two-year-olds face light up when you give them an empty toilet paper roll is both amazing and sad at the same time. Life here is full of these contradictions (I hate this country, I love this country, I hate this country, I love this country…), so much so that you are rarely sure where your head is at. I guess I will be spending the next year trying to figure out where my head is at and putting the stories up here. Get ready for a wild ride that for better or worse will end the same way it began, boarding a plane, starting a new adventure. 

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Leaving on a Jet Plane

I am writing my first official Peace Corps blog post from JFK airport as I wait to board my plane for Ouagadougou. This flight will start the beginning of a 27 month journey that will more than likely permanently change my life. For those of you who don't know, I am volunteering with the Peace Corps as a Community Health Development Worker in Burkina Faso (West Africa) from 12/2010 to 12/2012. The next three months will consist of language (French), technical and cultural training in the regional capital of Koudougou before I am sent to my post in December. At post I believe I will be working in a regional health clinic, but a lot of the details are still unclear. I will try and update when I have more information about where my post is and what my work will entail.

The last two and a half months since I accepted my invitation to serve as a Peace Corps volunteer have been an emotional roller coaster. I have been nervous and excited, felt doubt and apprehension and even though one or twice "what the hell are you doing?" But I feel that to be a true Peace Corps volunteer you have to hit all of these emotional points, otherwise you haven't fully thought through what you are about to do. It seems surreal that tomorrow I will land in Burkina Faso and I probably wont believe that this is all happening until I do.

I am intending that this blog be my way to both share my experiences with my family and friends back home and as a release for myself. I am going to try and keep my comments as neutral as possible, but if I offend anyone I apologise in advance.

I would never have been able to move across the world for over two years if I didn't have the support and love of my family and friends. I cannot tell you how much all of your messages, phone calls and letters mean to me. Knowing that there are so many people out there thinking of me has given me the strength to take this first step of my journey.

I hope to stay in touch while I am abroad via e-mail, facebook, skype and this blog. Please keep in touch! I want to stay updated on everything that is going on back in the states while I am gone.

Love you all and see you on the other side!!